Saturday, October 1, 2011

In Training: October 2011

“Little ones to Him belong. They are weak, but He is strong . . .” My hoarse lullaby faltered and then fell silent, stifled by the choking in my throat and the deep aching in my heart. Hot tears streamed down my cheeks and dropped softly onto the tiny bundle in my arms. I gazed down into the painful darkness of my daughters eyes, determined to cradle her as long as I possibly could. Slowly, her vitality faded like a tiny wildflower picked before its time. And then it was over. Our precious Aubrie Marie had fallen asleep in Jesus after just four days of life. I gathered her close and sobbed out my sorrow. But even in the depth of our grief we had hope.
What must it be like for my Ama people who routinely suffer the loss of their children? They die amid squalor and filth without the comfort of a modern hospital. They slip away in malarial fevers, dehydrated by diarrhea, without the benefit of even simple treatments or medicines. But even more tragically, they die without hope. For them, death and what follows death is a horrifying unknown. There is no hope in the tortured wails of those they leave behind.
What must it be like for Jesus as His little ones slip away untouched by His love as hopeless grief grips their parents? The Bible says, “Jesus wept,” and I am sure His tears still flow today. I think I can hear Him crying out, “Please, please, won’t someone help My children? Won’t someone give My people hope?”—John Lello